What am i still waiting for?


I m so dam freaking sad rite now...
): Duno who to turn to this time.
Even my closest brother i didnt tell him a single thing.
Sad, Depressed, Demorolised, Effing Painful.
Hais. ._. Came home sobbing like mad woman.
Bro asked me wad happen.
I didnt noe wad to say.
Locked myself in the room Sobs agn ==
what's the point of crying ==
I seriously feel so pathetic for myself :'{
But enough of all those cries (:
Much happier now.
Thanks you my beloved siblings for cheering me up.
The thought of dying has passed through my mind when i was on the bus earlier.
What's the point of living when ppl saying tat they care didnt mean it =.=
Precisely, I guess i got it right.
Death is simple, peaceful but selfish.
Living is complicated, Full of Ups and Downs yet happier.
I seriously don't know what to do.
Somebody advices please.
I wanna meet Willyn soon ):
She understands this things better.
Meet up soon kays ):